all that glitters ain't gold

Every year on my birthday I reflect on the year gone and the year to come to formulate a list of short term goals. August is my birthday month and indeed with the turn of the calendar I've been frantically working to tie up the ends of last year's goals, as well as begun thinking about what I'll put on my new to-do list. 

I'll be 36 this year and while living with rodents and a twenty year old girl was not what I'd have envisaged for my life plan at this age, there are decisive clues that indeed my life in its current state is an age appropriate one. One such example is evidenced by my amazon shopping history:

• book on how to get over your narcissistic/sociopathic/psychopathic ex, CHECK
• gigantic supply of detergent that makes your whites whiter, CHECK
• tea lights, CHECK
• swiffer refills, CHECK

On that last point, I really have no idea where all the dust in my bedroom is coming from. I feel like my life is just a circadian rhythm of dusting. Does anyone else feel this way? Anyone out there who can advise on how to stop it? I don't have pets or uncontrollable dandruff.

In addition to these amazon purchases, other age appropriate purchases of the last month which support my age include £120 on CBD oil to help with the anxiety/insomnia, a green velvet and gold sofa that is to die for, and an iron console table. weeee! these are the things that excite me. 

Less age appropriate expenditures were:

• an external keyboard (because remember I spilled a double margarita on my laptop and the apple store quoted me minimum £500 to fix it, so i settled with a magic keyboard (mom can you plzzz give me money to buy a new computer thx))
• trip to italy (because shouldn't i be more financially and socially responsible?)

This is what traveling during the age of COVID looks like:

(but also, this)

Other ways I know I'm imminently 36:

• I DM'd Kim Kardashian to congratulate her on the statement she put out about  Kanye/mental health for having been well written and compassionate and overall socially well conceived 
• I am waking up in the night with reflux despite my CBD oil 
• I choked on a shrimp summer roll when I was home alone but managed to avoid death by giving myself the Heimlich (actually now that I've put this in writing I think perhaps it fits better in the column of being age inappropriate?)
• I have a cupboard solely dedicated to tupperware 
• On a skype call with my 95 year old grandmother I asked what life advice she'd give a 35 year old and she said "all that glitters ain't gold, oh, and don't wait any longer to have a family"

Happy birthday to all my golden, leonine loves out there.